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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion

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Saturday, June 27, 2009/ 21:30

[Listening To:Music from Transformers In My Head]
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[Playing:Nuthin]
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Watched Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen today.Man,the movie was one word,AWESOME.Great action from start to finish.And well yea,can't deny it,Megan Fox is freakin hot in it haha.

I watched the movie with Lutfil and Taufiq at Lot One in the morning around 1030 hrs.Totally wasted our money on popcorn coz we didn't even finished half of it.I was focusing on the movie alot.Eating popcorn is distracting.Anyway,the movie was worth it for me.2 and a half hours of pure action and well..Megan Fox.Who would say no to that?
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Anyway school starts in like,one day,and I havent done any homework at all hehe.Typical of me.I was actually hoping I'd get a one week holiday extension due to the swine flu and all.But,NP is just keeping quiet.So that sucks.

So I guess if I'm not lazy tomorrow I'd be able to complete maybe half of the total homework.But there's always the possibility that my laziness will get the better of me.Haiz.I dunno why,I just hate doing homework so much.Hate it.And I sure hate online homeworks.
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Replaced my guitar strings last night.I took the whole night to do it.Not coz I'm a dumbass or anything.I was multi-tasking...sort of.Hehe chatting with friends thats all.Got into a stupid argument with a bandmate.
I dun wanna talk bout that much.Its a silly thing.

I still havent start jammin with the band.Since everyone's busy.
Never matter,I shall find a day when we can start jammin.
Dunno why but i feel like I'm the one taking charge.
Well,I'm just sayin thats all.

Au Revoir.
Random Soundbulbs Is A Go.

Missed Opportunities Are My Speciality #2

Wednesday, June 24, 2009/ 23:36

[Listening To:"Over My Head(Cable Car)"-The Fray (I really must be)
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[Playing:nuthin.Strings Rusty uh]
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Today was a nice day.The weather was nice.Cool and all.
I had enough of the sun.I dunno why people halfway around the world complains about the cold so much.
Be thankful Idiots.
We all could be nuked by North Korea any moment and you all would be beggin for a breeze.

Anyway,went out with mum and my kid brotha,Khair.We went to Lot 1.I met Zahirah and Syafizah in the library.They looked so tanned haha but not too bad.
I got dark meself due to camp.Gee Thanks Mr Sun.Appreciate it.
It was good seeing them again.I saw Syafizah the other day but it really had been awhile since I saw Zahirah and I think I wore the same thing that time.
Black hoodie and jeans.

And that makes me wonder how I can remember stuff like that when I dun even remember what I did yesterday or my homework.Anyway,I'm kinda Sick of myself now coz I wished I said somethin more than just,"Hey,what are u guys doin here?" and "I'm gonna go look for books now."
Dunno why My brain just freezes up in conversation when I meet people I'm not used to or people I that I hardly meet.And freezes up especially around girls I sorta like.So that basically explains why I dun have a girlfriend I guess hahaha.

I am pretty chatty when I'm online though.Syafizah would know hahaha.I am so full of crap.
Hmm maybe I'm just afraid of what people think of when they see me.I know I shouldn't be like that but I just can't help it.I mean,after all,I am a teenage guy haha.Like I said,I am just about the most Average guy you'll ever come across.
I'm startin to think,in an optimistic way,that God gave me such an uneventful and average teenage life coz maybe he is preparing an eventful and oustanding and awesome adult life for me.haha that is what I'm hoping.But I will accept whatever God gives me.
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Syafizah told me to put some pictures,so here goes haha.

My first pair of sneakers.

Caught "Lookin Out Into The Great Wide Open" by Shichang.

My Friends And Me.At Nurul's birthday party last year.

Me.Obviously bored out of me mind.

The one I wasted my time on.Moving on..haha.

What I feel like most of the time;In the middle of something,somewhere.Dunno where to turn.

I just feel like eating spaghetti.

Pic taken;2007.Still wearing these specs.

Something I wanna be.Well...part time maybe.

Doctor Gregory House.
Best.TV.Character.Ever.

Thats it for today I guess.
I leave you with something to think about.
Sure,Everyone Wants To Save The Earth But No One Wants To Help Mum With The Dishes.

"Every Road Is A Ray Of Light.It Goes On And On And On And On.
Time Only Can Lead You On"

Goodnight folks.
Au revoir.Bonne nuit.

Missed Opportunities Are My Speciality. #1

/ 21:55

[Listening To:"Over My Head(Cable Car)"-The Fray]
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[Playing:uh my strings are rusty.]
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Here I am,updating.Finally.
Your wait is over!...If you were waiting.Which I doubt you were.
Okay enough.I know,who am I kidding?I am just about the most average guy you'll ever come across.
Nevermind.
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I had softball camp during the weekend.haha Ridhwan,my senior, named it "Rojak Camp '09"It was pretty fun.It was more of a leisure camp coz we did nothin much.Most of us,including the seniors,brought laptops so we spent most of our free time(and we had lots of that) playing counter-strike and all.Like most camps,this one is never complete without a night walk around school haha.

I have to admit,some parts of school are pretty scary.Especially the infamous Block 50 where there are many ghost stories.
I was told there was a graveyard at that spot before the it was built.
And also,the scariest part,some of the stories happened on the 7th floor.And so the 7th floor is locked these days.
There's a gate on the 7th floor staircase landing and the lifts don't go up to the 7th floor.The door leading from the lifts to the corrider is locked.And it was so freaking dark that time.
And also,we were so freaking noisy that it probably spoiled the mood of whatever that planned to scare the shit out of us.

Then we had the softball match against SP.
Which we got a narrow victory haha.
The pros were awesome.The junior guys weren't bad at all.
Though I didn't get to play.We had alot of people.
I was just forgotten I guess.Another proof that I am easily forgettable haha.I didn't voice out coz I just wanted to see whether anyone realised that me,Fuad,haven't played yet.Only Kenneth knew but it was too late haha.Thanks Kenneth.Seriously.

Next time,I am goin to play.I'll make sure haha.I mean,I'm not that bad.I'm pretty good(for a beginner) with my throwing and fielding.
Well,what happened,happened I guess.I admit,I am slightly pissed off by it but I'm ok now.Its a small thing when I really think about it.There are probably more games comin my way.

The First Step To Being An Optimist Is Never To Expect,But To Accept(If Possible) Everything That Comes Your Way.
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Something Random.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009/ 22:59

[Listening To:"Strawberry Swing"-Coldplay]
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[Playing:"Trouble"-Coldplay]
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I watched Seinfeld last night.So hilarious.
Here's a part of it;

(Jerry just woke up in a hospital after a knife he accidentally flipped,fell and hit his jugular.Kramer saved him by donating his blood lol)

Kramer:(Facing directly at Jerry) Can you see me Jerry!?
Jerry: Argh! YES!I can see you. What happened?
Kramer: You know Jerry,when someone shouts,"Heads Up!",you're not suppose to look up.
Jerry: ........Thank you...
Kramer: You lost alot blood so I gave some of my blood (smiles)
Jerry: .....what!?
Kramer: (Stands up)Thats right Jerry,you got 3 pints of Kramer inside you.
Jerry: (Looks shocked) ARRRHHH!ARHHHH!!ARHHHHHHH!
Kramer: uh....ARHHH!!!ARH!!!!!!AARRHH!!!!

Hahaha this is just a tiny part of the show.There are alot more hilarious stuff in every episode of seinfeld.Sure it's an old show but the humor is timeless haha.
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I had maths common test today,but I dun think i'll talk bout that.My blog is boring,I dun have to make it even more so.
Only one more test to go and I'll be having my much needed break!
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Anyway,the band is shaping up nicely.We just need to confirm a bassist then we can start jamming.Well,we gotta practise first before we can start jamming.
Hmm I chatted with Grace and Kenneth a few nights ago about what to name our band.
We ended up with a whole lot of crap names haha.
We came up with names like,Art of Random,Hyped Junkies,the buccinators(Dun ask me bout this,I dunno haha),The council of fools...
And Random Soundbulbs haha.
And that will most probably be our name.
Yeap,Random Soundbulbs.
Quite weird and random but I'm startin to like it hahaha.

Okay so,thats it for today.We'll blog again most probably thursday night or something I dunno.When I got stuff to say.

Au Revoir!Bonne Nuit.

Back In My Shoes.

Thursday, June 4, 2009/ 21:57

[Listening To:"Reinventing The Wheel To Run Myself Over"-Fall Out Boy]
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[Playing:"Know Your Enemy"-Greenday]
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I know,I know,It's been ages since I updated this dusty blog.
I can't believe it's June already!
So obviously alot has happened,though I can't remember some of 'em.
Poly is a blur at times.No wait,most of the time.

Lessons are well...boring.But I did manage to learn.I'm no dumbass.I'm just an apathetic student.

I just took my french test just now.Did it in under 30 minutes.I think I can Ace the test.I mean,it's not as hard as what people always tell me.Or maybe,I just havent start learning the hard parts yet,I dunno.haha.

Anyway,I'm clicking well with my softball mates,unlike with my class haha.I dunno,my class just doesn't appeal very well to me haha.

Common test week is next week.Hope I can pass all tests.After that,two weeks break!Boy,I really need a break.
I know I'll be doing alot of stuff during th.e break.
I'm thinking of signing up religious holiday programmes coz I got a brochure from NP Muslim Students Society bout it.
Also there'll be a Softball camp!(Finally).Really lookin forward to that one.

And Also some big news.
Me and Kenneth is making a Band!Awesome.
Yea,we're making one from scratch haha.And our experience playing is close to zero put together haha.
But luckily,Grace,who had tons of experience has decided to join us.Again,Awesome.She'll be singing.Finally,I can play Paramore songs!
I've always wanted to play 'em in a band.

So now,all we need is a bassist and a drummer.Hmm wonder where we're gonna find 'em....I really have no idea haha.
I hope this will really work.If not I'm just psyched up for nothing haha.
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Hmm thinking of watching Terminator Salvation with Lut next week.Maybe invite Hadi and Taufiq and all.
It's been so damn long since I've seen 'em no thanks to the stupid ECP timetable that doesn't allow me to go friday prayers haha.
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K well.Thats it for today I guess.I bet only a couple of people will read this haha.
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Oh ya,I told you guys bout this girl in my french class last time right?
haha she only came once haha.And I rarely see her now.Sad man.
Just when I thought my luck's changing...haiz haha.
But who knows?I got 3 years in Ngee Ann.Alot of things can happen during 3 years haha.

Alrighty.Me gotta sign off!
Fuad.Out.
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The band will probably be called,"The Council Of Fools".
Nice or what?haha.
Être Ou Ne Pas Être
(To Be Or Not To Be)