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Title: Nervous Wreck
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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion

Of Softball,Star Trek,And New Found Friends.

Sunday, May 17, 2009/ 21:54

[Listening To:"Never Say Never"-The Fray]

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[Playing:Nothing Currently]
Never Say Never

The Fray-Never Say Never

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Its The Fray's New Song!!Woah woah.

I think I'm goin to buy their album!No,I have to buy it!

I hope someone is nice enough to buy it for me hehe.

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So you guys probably thought I played a softball match against Regent.Well that didn't happened.No thanks to some stupid mix up.So Ngee Ann softball ended up playing against NTU girls softball team!A long way from Regent if you ask me.

So I guess,we went from an easy win situation to an "Oh crap,We're gettin our asses handed to us by girls!",situation.

But it was more of a practice match for us.Hell,I don't even remember the scores.

And the weather totally killed my mood and concentration to play.It was just so freaking hot.And also,I didn't even get to bat properly and not coz I suck at it,the NTU pitcher keep throwing bad balls,as in balls that were off from the strike zone.And the team made alot of errors too,especially with the new guys like me.I made errors too.Sad la my first match haha.

But hey,my cousin who'ss in the Regent softball team said he made alot of errors during his first match too.

I guess,the first match is always the most awkward one.
Aiya gotta work on my swing man!
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Anywho,after the match,my softball friends,Kenneth,Paul and Ridzwan,together with me,went to Jurong Point to watch Star Trek!
Man I think the movie is great!No I'm not a total nerd if thats what you're thinking.I just like sci-fi thats all.
Anyway,the action parts are nice and the movie is quite funny at times.The characters are not forgettable characters.I especially like the guy with the funny accent.And Zachary Quinto,who played Spock was good too.He's the guy who played Sylar in the Heroes series.
I wish the show was longer though.Its two hours but it felt kinda short.
If there will be a sequel,I would surely watch I guess.

Well..uhh I guess that's how I spent my weekend coz I totally did nothing on Sunday.Except cut my hair.
Ah well,Gnight folks.
Au revoir!
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I think the new friends I've made in softball will be the ones sticking with me for along time haha.Finally,I think,that my feeling of loneliness is gone.
I guess I've really changed now.Only time will tell if its for the best.I hope it is.

Self-Acceptance #1

Tuesday, May 12, 2009/ 22:47

[Listening To:"Fix You"-Coldplay
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[Playing,or at least,thinking of playing:"Know Your Enemy"-Greenday
If only.haha.
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Fix You-Coldplay
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The First Step To Being An Optimist,Is Never To Expect,But To Accept.Kick The Feeling Of Disappointment,And Move On.
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Today was my mom's birthday.I didn't get her anything.
I know,what kind of son am I.
But,she'll always say that she doesn't want anything from me except to see me succeed in life.That to her would be the best present I can ever give to her.
The only fear I have now is failing to achieve that.
God,I just hope I can do it.
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Came late to school today.No wait,everyone is just earlier than I am.hehe.
Hmm pretty good day,besides all the gayness shown by my classmates and the badwords and swearing I hear every few minutes.No,seconds.
Paid attention in half of the classes I think.
Well,better than yesterday.Coz now,I am really sure that after every weekend,my brain don't start functioning at least till Tuesday.It doesn't help coz monday has all the important subjects like Electrical,mechanics and my favourite subject,Maths!And I mean that in a sarcastic way.-.-
I hate Mondays.I just hate em.Except for softball practice on mondays.hehe.

Tomorrow's goin to be good i think,during lesson time.And definitely goin to be better during softball practice.First lesson at ten.End school at 3.Softball at 5.
Repeat.Just kidding hehe.

I hope alot of people will come to practice tomorrow coz not many came to last practice.Besides,tomorrow is the last practice before our first friendly match against Regent sec(Haha still can't believe it).I seriously don't wanna get kick in the ass by secondary school students!Wahaha I'm such a jerk.I mean,I'm not so different from them right haha.
But seriously,I don't wanna lose haha.Who does right?

Alright,I got nuthin more to say here.So I guess I'll end here tonight.
Wait,gotta ask you guys somethin.

What's The Deal With Homework?I Mean,It's Not Working On Your Home Right?
K lame joke.Wahaha.
And Syafizah = EVIL
Seriously,"Axion" Syafizah?
Wahaha k now I'm evil.

Un,Deux,Trois,
Au revoir!

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"Lovers, Keep On The Road You're On
Runners, Until The Race Is Run
Soldiers, You've Got To Soldier On
Sometimes Even The Right Is Wrong"
-Lovers In Japan-Coldplay

mmmHmmm Uhhuh

Sunday, May 10, 2009/ 22:13

[Listening To:"Emergency"-Paramore]
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"As If It Isn't Bad Enough That I Get To Do Maths In School Everyday,I Get To Do It Online At Home Too!It's Like A Two-For-One Deal.Except It's A Bad Deal.A Really Bad One."

So well,sorry for not updating much bout my life.
I've been rather busy....if you can ever believe that.

I think I'll just write short posts now,since I don't have a lot of time to write "essays" bout my life.Besides,people don't read long posts right.
I'm not sure they can even read now.(I hope you can read,otherwise I'm just wasting my time here)
But then,whats the point of a blog anyway?

School has been...well this is only the 4th week so I guess I can say it was ok.
Nothing amazing or life-changing happened...yet.

Softball practice is getting better and better.At least there is something to look forward to at school.Though I hadn't had the chance to talk to Grace again.She didn't come to a couple of practices.
I also made a new friend.His name is Kenneth.Cool guy.He also plays the guitar.
He started later than I did though.But I think he's better than me haha.I dunno.
Hmm anyway,the team will be having the first Friendly match of the year this Saturday.And guess who were playing against?Come on guess.
Okay,I'll let y'all know.
We're playing against Regent Secondary School!Wahaha.WTF right.
Well I guess the team just wants to test the rookies like me.
I still can't believe that,of all the school we could be playing against,we'll play against my former school.
Hmm well,gotta shape up my batting and fielding.Can't wait though.
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French class is fun as always.And I think I am actually doing well in it haha.
Too bad the pretty girl havent came since the first lesson.Skali she stop.
Sedih sey wahaha.Maybe it just wasn't to be.....uhuu=(
haha.Ah whatever I guess..
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I seriously need to learn to play new songs.And also kick this feeling of loneliness outta me.Dunno why I feel this way.I guess I still havent truely connect with anyone at school.
Come on Fuad.Be nice in school.

Etre Ou Non Etre.
(To Be Or Not To Be)