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Title: Nervous Wreck
Type: Navigational
Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
![]() | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say? ![]() |
![]() | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
Self-Loathing #1
Thursday, April 2, 2009/ 15:04
[Listening To:"At Least I'm Known For Something"-New Found Glory]
------- [Playing:Nothin At The Present Moment] ------- Man I just hate myself. I sit at home,complaining about how freaking bored I am and I know it doesn't accomplish anything. I don't know why but I guess I'm just slightly pissed off coz nobody ever seem to invite me to go anywhere. But then again,I'm way over my head thinkin that SOMEBODY would even want to ask me to go anywhere.Unless I have something to offer maybe,like things or opinions or money. I think that people I know,think that I'm a busy guy or something.I mean,I can't remember a time when I was really busy. Like right now,I am the Freeest guy around.No plans everyday. Hmm maybe people think I'm a loner?Ah I don't even know why the hell people might think I'm a loner. Maybe people think I don't want to be around them.Well that is not true. Well,I mean,there are some people I don't want to hang around with but that's a different story. Uh man I think that,if I wasn't too shy when I was in sec one and two,I would've known people better in sec three and four. I'm only starting to come out of my shell. Argh why the hell do I care what people think?I just can't help it I guess. Does that make me an insecure person? But I don't drop the F-Bomb alot or curse alot. Arh I dunno,maybe I need new friends.People who I can really hang out with. Or maybe I just need a psychiatrist. Damnit.I know I need something. A Girl maybe,If only there was a girl who has feelings for me haha. Maybe in poly Fuad.Maybe in poly. Being an Overthinker is good at times.But other times....you just don't need a million extra thoughts that only makes you think more about your sad current state. I need to watch more Spongebob Squarepants to simplify my mind abit.If only simplifiying my mind was possible. Good Day To All. |