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Title: Nervous Wreck
Type: Navigational
Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
![]() | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say? ![]() |
![]() | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
The Unveiling Of My Path
Sunday, February 1, 2009/ 21:32
[Mood:In The Process Of Making A Choice]
------ Listening To:"All We Know"-Paramore ------ Hey Guys. It's been awhile....but then again,who reads my blog right?haha I need to do an advertisement about my blog or something haha. Anyway,I'm goin to Ngee Ann Polytechnic man!haha. I'm sure there'll be alot of hot girls there hehe. I got into Engineering Common Programme.Not too bad I guess haha. I can choose which Engineering course I want to further pursue at the start of my second semester.Not too bad right?haha Haha so now I just have to wait till start of the first semester haha.Maybe buy some more clothes while I'm at it. Can't wait to get a laptop too haha.Well who doesn't right? ****** Ah you know,I'm actually quite sad.All my friends are goin different places than me.Three of my best friends will be in the same poly haha and I'll be on my own at Ngee Ann. Well the best I can hope for is that we'd all keep in touch with each other haha. And people!Don't forget to go my blog aite haha. Anyway,I'm really quitting work on the Tenth of the month.FINALLY! But guess what?Since this will be my last week at work,my supervisor's givin me no day off!What The Fuck right?That's just FUBAR.Haiz,9 hours of work everyday for like I think,8 days straight!Hello,I'm not a Goddamn robot! Nevermind I'll just take a day off myself haha.I'll just say I'm really tired(or I sprained my ankle,or broke my leg,or broke my neck etc.).Fatigue you know.That happened before.And that reason usually works haha.But I think that's due to the fact that the people at the top are not that strict on the workers.Like,hello man,we're only working in a library haha. ****** Hmm today I went to a seminar on the Joint-Poly SAF Diploma Scheme with my Mum,my uncle Addha and my good friend Lutfil.He's decided to apply for the scheme.I did too.But straight after applying,I had some second thoughts and doubts about it.The scheme states that you have to serve a minimum of 5 years in the army,inclusive of the 2 years NS.And you'll be immediately put under the SAF premium plan upon starting life in the army.The plan has two phases,the first is that,I'll be a specialist for ten years first.The second phase,should I get it,would be that I'll become a warrant Officer for like a long time.And thats where I had my doubts coz I thought,what if I dun get to become a Warrant Officer?then what will I do?Will it be easy for me to get a job outside the army then?coz I'm sure my diploma would be outdated by then. So I talked to my mum about it.I asked her,if I dun want to take the scheme,can she and my dad handle my poly fees and all?she told me she can.Then I ask her if I wanted to go to university afterwards,can she provide the money.She told me that she couldn't promise anything especially if I want overseas.So I will have to do my best to secure a place in one of the universities in Singapore.Haiz..both the army path and the independent path are pretty difficult. Well my mum then told me to just apply for the scheme coz it doesn't mean that I'll definitely get it right.And yea she's right I guess. My dad told me that I'm still young,and that I dun have to think about whether my mum and dad can provide the money for my studies.They said to me that the main thing is that,I just have to do my best. So I just go with it for now and see what happens next I guess. Whatever path I get,I just hope it'll be the right one. Insya'allah,God Will Help Me. |