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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion

In Company Of Others

Saturday, February 28, 2009/ 20:07

[Listening To:"Life In Technicolour"-Coldplay
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[Playing:"1,2,3,4"-Plain White Tees
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Doctor House

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Had a rather fun day today.

Went out with Naj,Irfan and Zul to Peninsula.

I went coz I wanted to buy a hoodie.Naj wanted to buy one also.

When we reach there,we didn't went to go look for hoodies first,

we went straight to the guitar shops there and admire all those electric guitars that none of us can afford yet.

Then we walk around again,this time lookin for hoodies.There were alot of shops that sell hoodies but all those hoodies are for matreps and all.

Me and Naj wanted plain hoodies.Surprisingly enough,plain hoodies cost more haha.

Finally found a shop that sells plain hoodies.But as I said,they cost more.But the shop owner was nice to us and showed us one that costs $35.It was black but it looked nice.The guy said the cloth is good quality.

I tried it on and I thought it looked nice on me.The kind of fitting I always wanted but dunno where to find.

So then,Me and Naj bought one each.Both black since there are no other colours.(But I'm not complainin)Unfortunately,Naj only brought 22 bucks.So I helped chip in abit for him since I got a $50 note.He gave me 20 then said he'll pay the rest someday.

I don't really mind much helping a friend.Dunno why.I just don't.

Anyway I just hope Naj pays back haha.

You beta!=)

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I'm thinkin of buying this guitar soon.Maybe in June.

Squier OBEY Graphic Telecaster HS Collage-$533.93

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Or maybe this

Squier Standard Telecaster Black And Chrome(Special Edition)$470.80

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Hmm What Do You Think?

I have enough money right now to buy but I dun think it's wise to buy it now.

I'll just save more money first then I'll buy.

I just hope I do buy.

I have a bad history of wanting to buy stuff and ending up not buying.

Like today I was thinkin of buying Viva La Vida but I forgot.Damnit.

But I am sure I AM goin to buy it.

What can I say?Their songs are Awesome.

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Well thats all today.If I sound abit moody in this post I apologise.

I dunno what's go into me.Seriously.

Night All.

Milk And Oreos

Tuesday, February 24, 2009/ 22:20

[Listening To:"Clocks"-Coldplay
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[Playing:"clocks" By Coldplay]
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Chris Martin

Hey guys.
I've decided to stop putting up the 'mood' thing since I'm always clueless about my mood when asked the question coz my mood is usually not obvious to me.
Stupid,I know.

So instead,I'll put up the 'playing' thing.And it shows the song that I'm playing on my guitar that day.Expect to see alot of songs repeated coz,hello,I'm not an effing guitar god.
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Anyway,I changed my blog song to clocks.Man I just love that song.and the main tune to it.Freaking awesome.I've decided I'm goin to buy Coldplay's album,Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends.And I will definitely buy their greatest hits album if it should come out.

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So wanna am I doin now?
I am well typing and listening to songs...and sitting...and thinkin bout stuff...and..and dunking oreos into my cup of milk.(Yes,I'm getting younger by the days)
I think staying at home for so long made me like this hahaha.
I hope I wont be too boring a person when I start poly.

Anyway,my best friend Shichang is goin to NYP for digital media design.Congrats to him.He actually got accepted to RP in a course he didn't want but luckily he applied digital media design under JPSAE.Congrats again to him.
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The reason why I'm so freaking bored at home?
Nobody bothers to ask me how I'm doin and so on.
Nobody asks me whether I'd like to go out or anything.
Like,not even my friends.
I have to Msg them first,then they'll msg and talk.But some of em dun even reply.Dunno why coz it's not like I msg them everyday or what.

I seriously need more friends who are as interested about me as I am about them.No,not gay friends.I met too many gay bastards already.
I need more friends who can invite me along to go out and do fun stuff.
I dun have all that now.I just hope the friends I'll find in poly will be great.
Thats all I'm askin for.
You better be good for me poly life.
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Hmm Lut put in his blog some stuff bout him.I dunno why he didn't tell me.
Anyway he says he'll tell me on Friday.
It's kinda hard to be a good friend if he keep turning you away.
Anyway,I'm goin to go to library with Shichang.Dunno when though.
He said he'll msg me.Should be good seeing him again.
G'night All.
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(Random)
Taylor Swift is So pretty!Why the hell did Nick Jonas Broke Up with her?Wth.
Wait,Why do I freaking care!?

Labels: Mess-Ups In Life With Fuad

Life In Technicolour

Saturday, February 21, 2009/ 14:54

[Mood:Hmm I Dun Think I'll Put This Up Again]

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[Listening To:"Violet Hill"-Coldplay
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Hey guys!
Watch this Music Video haha Awesome.
The song is called,"Life In Technicolour II" By Coldplay.
From The Album Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends.

Anyways Hmm I dun think this post will be long.
I feel like buying Coldplay's album.
And I heard they're coming to Singapore in march.
Awesome.Maybe it's time I go watch a concert.I've never been to one before in my life.
Should Be Awesome.
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Argh!I need to get back to learning songs on my guitar!Haiz I keep playing the same songs,feels abit..boring.Hmm and I think maybe in poly,I'll join a band haha.It's always good to have company in music.
Seriously Can't Wait For Poly To Finally Start Already.
I need to move on to better things as soon as possible,coz I feel like I'm decaying or something.I dunno.It's hard to explain.
Maybe I'll try later or something.
Expect abit of emo-ness I guess.

Chiowz People!

Well I Don't Celebrate Valentines Thank You

Monday, February 16, 2009/ 20:40

[Mood:Not Awesome,Not Suckish..Then It's Good!Wow]
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[Listening To:"Sway"-Michael Buble (No,Seriously)
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Hola guys.
Enjoyed your weekend?
Anyway my weekend was....Good actually.
Spent my weekend with my family in my grandfather's kampung in johor haha.
It's been a while since I've been there.
My grandfather is actually Singaporean you know.But he lives there.

Anyway my family went to a shopping mall called Angsana in Johor Bahru,Like we always do when we're in Johor.
And I followed Faree's advice bout buying original shoes in Malaysia haha.

I know,Y'all must be thinkin like,"You listen to Faree's advice Fuad?Are you like...Nuts?"
haha K kidding Faree.

I bought a pair of Vans Slip-ons that are brown in colour and looked like they were made of leather I guess.And my sis said it looks good on me.
I dunno why Hadi told me I wont look good wearing slip-ons.
I can't wait to show my foot in his face.He'll think otherwise probably.

I don't know why I didn't buy anything else there.I mean,there are practically tons of things I could've bought there like hoodies and such and all I bought was a pair of shoes.Hmm I wasn't thinking straight I guess.
Bloody Hell.

Anyway,on the way back to the Kampung,I did something I never thought I'd do till I get older.
Guess what?
My dad was driving the car along a long stretch of highway.There weren't alot of cars on the road.
Then my dad ask me whether I'd like to drive the car abit!
Ape lagi sey!I said sure why not!

So he pulled the car over the side of the road,and got the the seat beside the driver's while I got to the driver's seat.
Then,I started....driving.
Wow,I gotta tell you guys,it felt awesome!Very scary but Awesome!
I think I did 90 km/hr abit and I didn't even realised it.I think thats why I should go driving school first.I'm a speed crazy driver already.It's scary to think.
Anyway for some reason,I sort of forgot that the red light means stop.
I guess I was just amazed and stunned that I was driving a car.A Real Car damnit!Not a videogame!Just a bit.

So I manage to brake in time with my dad's help and make a tight right turn.I think I could hear my mum's heart beat that time.And my own too.
After that I pulled over the side of the road so that my dad can take over.
Phew,I made it I guess.
I still can't believe it even though I'm typin it all down here.

5 Things It Felt Like:
1)Aw Yea Man!Lookout you stupid pedestrians!(Like I'm playing Grand Theft Auto)
2)Flying Without Wings,Just Wheels Babeh.
3)So Stunned At What You're Doing Till You Forget The Important Parts,e.g Red means stop the damn car.
4)Like Playing a Videogame,except that it's more complicated and it's real,real life.You can actually DIE.Like,no restarts.Ever.
5)Again,felt like playing a videogame except that the game I had in mind was Burnout(Crashing cars for fun & profit)Definitely NOT comforting.

It's just Crazy/Amazing/Scary/Awesome/Great/Nerve-racking/Shocking.

Boy,I definitely can't wait to get my own licencse.And my motorcycle licencse,and my pilot licencse(ceh ceh ceh).

Thats all I got for tonight.I wanna watch House on AXN.

Night'all!

Saving(And Then Accidentally Blowing Up)Private Ryan

Sunday, February 8, 2009/ 22:45

[Mood:Fairly Happy...Whatever.]
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[Listening To:"For A Pessimist,I'm Pretty Optimistic"-Paramore]
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Saving Private Ryan Pictures, Images and Photos

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Hmm picture this guys;

This is a place.The Basement of some building.Well-lit.And there are many children.Many.And Parents also.The children are running around without a care in the world.There are small tables and chairs and shelves too,filled with books..that the children are rummaging through as though they were hungry or something.Not too mention that it's pretty noisy with Kids laughing and crying and parents talking loudly.(man oh man)Hmm so what is this place you ask?A Childcare Centre?A special clubhouse for children?A Mental ward for children?A disco for children?
Wrong,Wrong,Uhh Wrong and you got problems,Definitely Wrong.
It's the children's section of Jurong Regional Library on the weekend.

Crazy I know.

Haiz..Thank God I stopping work this Tuesday.
I mean seriously,it's a library!And the kids are behaving like they ate too much candy and are having a sugar rush or something I dunno.
And the parents just let them run wild.
And this is the place to see how kiasu Singapore parents are.The just take alot of books for their children to read.Unfortunately,they read less then half of the books.Then after that,they just dump all the bloody books on my trolley!

5 Things I Felt Like:
1)The Dirty Trolley
2)That Guy Who Sweeps The Floor
3)That Aunty Who Sweeps The Floor
4)That Bangla Who Sweeps The Floor(No,actually,He gets worst)
5)The Donkey Being Forced To Carry All The Crap The Farmer Has To Offer.

And the people are noisy too!And messing up the whole place!I felt like screaming to them,"HEY!THIS IS A LIBRARY!!A GODDAMNED LIBRARY DAMNIT!WHAT THE HELL ARE YOUR PROBLEMS PEOPLE!?WHEN YOU'RE IN THE LIBRARY,SHUT THE FUCK UP!!AND KEEP YOUR CHILDREN ON A LEASH IF THEY LIKE TO RUN AROUND!AND IF Y'ALL FININSHED WITH YOUR BOOKS,DUMP THEN AT THE MESSUP TROLLEYS!DON'T FUCKING DUMP THEM ON MY FUCKING TROLLEY!I'M TRYING TO DO MY JOB HERE DAMNIT!Sheesh."

Hmm maybe chuck stuff at them like the guy up there u noe..
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For those of you wondering where that pic is from,it's from the movie Saving Private Ryan.As you can see,it's a War movie.Well it's one of my favourite movies.And when Tom Hanks is in it,how can it not be a good movie?
Hmm the action parts are great,and gory also(Yea man).And I like the story too.

Anyways,the picture is a breakthrough for me coz if you've realised,Its the first time I put a Picture in my post!Hahaha I didn't noe how to before haha.(Me no good with computers)I feel so stupid when I found out that I can just copy and paste pictures.(Again,me no good)
So yea,definitely more pics are coming through.
Hmm I guess thats why people never come to my blog much.Dang it.

Till then,G'night guys.
Enjoy This,

teh saving private ryan pwnage Pictures, Images and Photos

Strangers On A Train

Saturday, February 7, 2009/ 22:19

[Mood:Pissed Off By Work But Still Smiling]
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[Listening To:"For A Pessimist,I'm Pretty Optimistic"-Paramore]
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So I wanna get some things outta the way first alright.
I've decided not to apply for the Joint Poly-SAF Diploma Scheme.
I've put alot of thought bout it,even lost sleep one night.
And I've decided on it.My Final decision.
Sorry Lut,I just made up my mind.But if u want someone to train with man,just call me up.

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Anyway,Tuesday's gonna be my last day at work!
Then I can relax more at home.And catch up on my guitar playing haha.
Hey guys you noe,I'm goin to buy a new guitar!haha with me own money of course haha.But not this month or next I think.Probably buy 'round April or June..
Gonna buy a Squier Telecaster! I wanted one since I started playing Electric haha.I have more than enough money already(ceh2) to buy but it just has to wait first.I got lots of clothing to buy for poly!

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Uhh Crap.This post is too short by my standards.I apologise.I have alot on my mind but I just dun have the time to put here haha.
G'night!
Out.Can't wait to see the girls at NP!hehe.

The Unveiling Of My Path

Sunday, February 1, 2009/ 21:32

[Mood:In The Process Of Making A Choice]
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Listening To:"All We Know"-Paramore
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Hey Guys.
It's been awhile....but then again,who reads my blog right?haha
I need to do an advertisement about my blog or something haha.

Anyway,I'm goin to Ngee Ann Polytechnic man!haha.
I'm sure there'll be alot of hot girls there hehe.
I got into Engineering Common Programme.Not too bad I guess haha.
I can choose which Engineering course I want to further pursue at the start of my second semester.Not too bad right?haha

Haha so now I just have to wait till start of the first semester haha.Maybe buy some more clothes while I'm at it.
Can't wait to get a laptop too haha.Well who doesn't right?

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Ah you know,I'm actually quite sad.All my friends are goin different places than me.Three of my best friends will be in the same poly haha and I'll be on my own at Ngee Ann.
Well the best I can hope for is that we'd all keep in touch with each other haha.
And people!Don't forget to go my blog aite haha.

Anyway,I'm really quitting work on the Tenth of the month.FINALLY!
But guess what?Since this will be my last week at work,my supervisor's givin me no day off!What The Fuck right?That's just
FUBAR.Haiz,9 hours of work everyday for like I think,8 days straight!Hello,I'm not a Goddamn robot!
Nevermind I'll just take a day off myself haha.I'll just say I'm really tired(or I sprained my ankle,or broke my leg,or broke my neck etc.).Fatigue you know.That happened before.And that reason usually works haha.But I think that's due to the fact that the people at the top are not that strict on the workers.Like,hello man,we're only working in a library haha.

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Hmm today I went to a seminar on the Joint-Poly SAF Diploma Scheme with my Mum,my uncle Addha and my good friend Lutfil.He's decided to apply for the scheme.I did too.But straight after applying,I had some second thoughts and doubts about it.The scheme states that you have to serve a minimum of 5 years in the army,inclusive of the 2 years NS.And you'll be immediately put under the SAF premium plan upon starting life in the army.The plan has two phases,the first is that,I'll be a specialist for ten years first.The second phase,should I get it,would be that I'll become a warrant Officer for like a long time.And thats where I had my doubts coz I thought,what if I dun get to become a Warrant Officer?then what will I do?Will it be easy for me to get a job outside the army then?coz I'm sure my diploma would be outdated by then.

So I talked to my mum about it.I asked her,if I dun want to take the scheme,can she and my dad handle my poly fees and all?she told me she can.Then I ask her if I wanted to go to university afterwards,can she provide the money.She told me that she couldn't promise anything especially if I want overseas.So I will have to do my best to secure a place in one of the universities in Singapore.Haiz..both the army path and the independent path are pretty difficult.

Well my mum then told me to just apply for the scheme coz it doesn't mean that I'll definitely get it right.And yea she's right I guess.
My dad told me that I'm still young,and that I dun have to think about whether my mum and dad can provide the money for my studies.They said to me that the main thing is that,I just have to do my best.

So I just go with it for now and see what happens next I guess.
Whatever path I get,I just hope it'll be the right one.

Insya'allah,God Will Help Me.