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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say?  |
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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
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Thursday, December 18, 2008/ 23:45
[Mood:Pretty Good Actually.I'm Surprised Myself.]
-------- Listening To:"Shattered"-O.A.R(Of A Revolution) -------- Hey People. How are you guys doin huh?haha. Anyway,sorry bout the last post haha.It doesn't make sense right haha. I wasn't makin any sense when I typed that haha. **** So yea.....these few days has been pretty weird for me emotionally. Haha.It's been CRAZY haha but I'm not pissed off or depressed by it,I'm learning from it,and gaining from it I think haha.I think.=) And yea I can't believe I can still smile alot haha.It creeps me out haha. **** I've been busy working this week.Not one day off.But I managed to ask for a leave tomorrow coz my dad is coming back from Hajj haha.So I have to give up my throne for the Man of The House back to my dad haha.It's been cool being the man of the house,though I didn't do anythin much haha. Anyway,just now my day was ok.Weird coz I feel sad but still good at the same time haha but still ok.I finished at 9.I got out of the library and drop by the Cheers store nearby and bought myself some latte in a can.Actually,thats not exactly the reason why I went there.I started goin there on my way home coz,there's this girl who works there...she usually works in the evening into the night.Well I dunno...there's something about her haha.And thats why I go that Cheers store everytime I'm on my way home from work haha.I dunno why ok haha. **** Uhh you know,I actually asked Eleanor whether she'd like to go and watch Twilight with me or something haha.But she said she's goin with her friend today haha no surprises there haha.I think I guessed the answer before she told me haha.Boy,if you are me,you'll get used to it haha.I don't expect much from her anymore.And then I asked whether we could watch somethin else on another day but she said she can't.haha no surprises there either. **** You know,I think it's time for me to move on and forget about it.I've been waiting for her to change her mind for 2 years now and I guess,in the end,I was the one who changed. I know that if I move on,I won't feel sad coz.. 1)I am a person who can't bring himself to feel sad for more than an hour.2-3 hours tops haha. 2)And Life is a bit easier with a sense of humor haha.Especially if you're a teenager like me haha. Also,I wanna thank you Eleanor.I guess I learned alot from waiting. I was a seriously shy guy,full of doubts and so unsure of myself. But I changed I guess.Maybe not by much,but I still changed. Don't worry I don't hate you or anything haha.How could I hate you haha. And I'll still wish you goodnight if you want me too coz I promised that I'll try to wish you goodnight everynight.And I am a man of words.I don't make alot of promises,but when I do,I keep them.Well...I do try my best haha. ***** So I dun have work tomorrow.And that's great coz I'll be able to meet with my friends again!haha.Man it's been awhile since I've seen them.I miss being among them haha. I havent told you guys bout how I'm doin with my guitar playing right?haha. I'm actually progressing rather well.I learned to play songs from greenday like American Idiot and Basketcase haha.They're great songs haha. I've also learned to play Paramore songs like,My Heart and Crushcrushcrush and I also now how to play the lead for Decode.And there's alot of other songs that I can play too so I guess I'm progressing well haha. ***** Hmm well Goodnight People.Thats all I have to say for today/tonight. Remember this; Unhappiness Does Not Come At You.It Comes From You. haha Nights. ***** Song Of The Moment:"One song about a girl I can't breathe when I'm around her I'll wait here everyday In case she'll scratch the surface She'll never notice I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl Whoa! Last night, I knew what to say But you weren't there to hear it These lines, so well rehearsed Tongue tied and over-loaded You'll never notice I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl I'm not in love This is not your song I'm not gonna waste these words About a girl To be loved, to be loved What more could you ask for? To be loved, to be loved Everyone wants To be loved, to be loved What more could you ask for? To be loved, to be loved Everyone... (Chrous) I'm not in love (To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?) This is not your song (To be loved, to be loved, everyone wants) I'm not gonna waste these words (To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?) About a girl." About A Girl-The Academy Is.. |