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Title: Nervous Wreck
Type: Navigational
Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
![]() | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say? ![]() |
![]() | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
Friday, December 12, 2008/ 21:54
[Mood:If Not Bad,Miserable.Seriously Miserable]
-------- Listening To:"Until Tomorrow"-Paramore.This is the most miserable sounding song I could find.You should hear it. -------- Hey. Well,as you can tell,I feel miserable today. I think I just had one of my most lousiest day in my life. No,it's not because of what happened during the day. It happened,at this moment,nearly 24 hours ago. But lets talk bout my day today. I know you're probably wondering why I even bother to talk bout my day when it's so lousy.. I just don't like my posts to be too short haha.Don't be fooled by the "haha", I'm actually feelin like crap. Anyway,I had work today.I reached Jurong regional Library abit late.Well not that I was never late before hehe.But as soon as I start workin(straightening the books on the shelves),I started thinkin bout the sms conversation I had last night and then my mood dipped right there. I can't believe that just as the day started,I wanted it to end as quickly as possible.I can't concentrate on my work,I sorta did my work half-heartedly. And I think thats an understatement. I think,at one time,I had some difficulty breathing.But I dunno if that's due to the misery or if it's coz I'm really sick. For The First Time In My Life,I Felt Truly Miserable.And not just misery I felt,I felt guilt and anger abit. Well first time for eveything I guess. ******* ** I'm sort of a God-fearing man.Which I know is a good thing coz my dad told me once that if there's anything you should fear,it's God,coz God is well...God. I was so glad I could go to friday prayers during my break today coz I didn't have the chance to go last week.haha ** ******* Well I msged Yana just now and she did reply.=)And I guess that's all I need to make my day...or well what's left of my day coz its a couple of minutes to midnight now haha. ******* Anyway,I read her blog.I wonder if a part of one of her posts was about me. But I can't be too sure cause I don't want to get my hopes up too high or it might come crashing down. ******* I Wonder How Many Times Can I Break Till I Shatter.Hmm Food For Thought.Mine At Least. ******* So well I'm sorry this posts looks like a mess haha,I can't help it,I'm a mess today. Crap,I got work tmr too.The days just keep gettin better and better haha. Well at least I finish at 1 tmr,so I'm free for the rest of my day tmr. ******* I read this sentence in a book just now. "'Sorry'?I've always thought that's the most useless word in the English language,because it can never undo what's done" I think thats exactly right.But that's just me,I dunno bout you. Well with that,I bid you Goodbye for now.haha.Try not to be miserable haha. G'night! |