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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say?  |
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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
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And That's What I Get For Caring
Wednesday, August 13, 2008/ 21:01
And Thats What I Get For Caring. ------------- Listening To:That's What You Get-Paramore ------------ Mood:Feel Like Crap. ------------ Well uhh uhhh well uhh I'm Sixteen Now I Guess. Hmm....Now what do huh?haha. Well my birthday was a boring affair I guess. For those of you who didn't know,my birthday was on monday. 11/08/08 Yea as I said,it's a boring affair haha. The day before and the day after was way way more eventfull haha. My family celebrate me and my sisters' birthdays on the Sunday. My elder sister has the same birthday as me and she's exactly a year older than me. My younger sis' birthday was on last friday. Awesome date it was. 08/08/08 haha see what I mean?haha. So yea my family celebrated by goin out to eat at Sarpino's pizzeria. In my opinion,the best pizza around!Way better than Pizza Hut or Canadian Pizza.I mean,their Large pizza is like,way way bigger than pizza hut's large pizzas haha. Awesome food.Just Awesome. You should try it seriously!Seriously not kidding! Wait,why am I advertising here? -------------- Now lets talk bout the presents haha. Hmm I only got about three haha. It's sad,I know haha. I don't expect to get more than two anyway haha. The first one is a fifty dollar note from my dad. I seriously wanna save that money. Oh God,please help me so that I wouldn't spend it on anything stupid. The next one,I got a Polo T from my sis. My first ever!(Not counting the school polo T haha) Seriously haha. Its a nice looking one too haha. I got her an album.Riot! By Paramore. Wow I must say,I think I bought myself a present too by buying that album. I mean,the songs are so freaking awesome! I love Paramore totally!They freaking Rock! And Haley William's voice is just so amazing haha.And she's pretty too hehe. haha now I know what I've been missing out on Zira haha. --------------- The last present I got was a rather special one to me. Remember when I said Eleanor was goin to get me somethin? Well she did get me something. Well not exactly "get",but "Made" haha. Well what do I mean you ask? She made me a bookmark and birthday card. The bookmark is beautifully made,complete with my name on it on the front and a date and a small signature on the back. It's very special to me coz,no one ever made me a present before, no one ever wrote me a nice birthday card like her's before Man I sound like I never had a life haha. And knowing that it's the first time she gave me a present and that she gave time to make it so good,makes it even more special and unforgettable. I don't even think I deserve it. --------------- That's The Best Part Of This Week. But When There's A Best Part,There'll Always Be A Worst Part. ------------ Tuesday.12/08/08. She gave me the present that morning.But a couple of hours after that, the worst part happened. The sec four Es and the 5 NAs were getting their malay O level results back. To tell you the truth,I was really,really anxious about it all. To make things worst,just before I got the results,I just had this bad feeling about something that's goin to happen. What's weird is that,the feeling was about someone else and not me. It's all so weird and mysterious somehow. Well anyway I got B4 for my malay.Quite disappointed really. I was hoping to get B3.I know I did my best but somehow,it just wasn't enough. At least I passed.But when I looked around me,there was a problem. I couldn't find Eleanor.Then I went outside the Rifle Range room with my friends. I was walking halfway down the stairs when I decided to walk back up again. Then I saw her.Something was way wrong. I walked to her.Then I realised she was crying. I came to her side and asked her what she got. She did pass but it wasn't that good.Lower than waht I got. I looked at her and I just felt so damn sad.I never felt like it before. Her classmate was beside her,trying to comfort her.And I stood there,not saying a word the whole time.I just feel so damn stupid not saying anything to her then. But I just didn't know what to tell her.Thats the most useless I ever felt at anytime. I think she's disappointed in me now because of that.And I'm so disappointed in myself coz of that too. Then she went away by herself,took a last glance at me,still with tears flowing down her cheeks. I glanced back,expressionless. Stupid,stupid,stupid. -------------- And Then I Was Quiet For The Rest Of The Day --------------- But That Was Yesterday. Things Should Be Better Now. I Hope. ------ Song Verse Of The Day:"Pain,Make Your Way To Me(To Me), And I'll Always Be Just So Inviting.If I Ever Start To Think Straight,This Heart Will Start A Riot In Me" Paramore-That's What You Get ---------- It Just Breaks My Heart To See Her Cry Like That. God,I'm So Stupid And Useless. I'm Starting To Accept The Fact That I Can Never Be More Than Just A Friend To Her. That's Me,Just A Friend. But I'll Always Be Just So Inviting. |