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Title: Nervous Wreck
Type: Navigational
Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
![]() | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say? ![]() |
![]() | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
A Week Like Any Other
Tuesday, June 3, 2008/ 21:02
One Word,Meh.Wait Thats No Word. -------------------------- Mood:Bored & Weary ------------------------------ It's Official.This is the most boring June Holidays I've ever had. Its too boring that I can't remember much of the last few days. Ah whatever man,no matter how much I complain, I know things will be quite the same for the next few freaking weeks! -------------------- Ah shit. ----------------------- Today was uhh 'Ordinary'(as in boring). I had maths class all day till 1330 in the afternoon. It was the same yesterday too. To be specific,it was an intensive maths revision for my class. The teacher's name is Mr Chaw. He's pretty good in my opinion. He has a sense of humour,unlike some teachers. I sat beside Maisarah in the class. It was cool. Well for once,I dun dread maths classes that much. I guess when you dun have anythin much to look forward to these few weeks,goin to extra classes sounds like a pretty good Idea haha. -------------------------------------- Well,my life right now is kinda slow. There's too much choices I've got to make. I wake up every morning,sub-consciously. I'm like a zombie or something. I go out of my house,with no sense of direction most of the time. I just go wherever I'm suppose to be. When I'm at Home, I'm in no mood to do anythin much. Sometimes I find myself sittin down on my bed or lying down, Just thinkin about things. Being Idle,I like to say. And that pretty much sums up an ordinary day in my Life. Boring right? I think I might be Depressed. But I can't find a reason why I'm depressed. Is it because that I dun have hope in myself anymore? But I've been doin better now. Maybe I'm tryin to make sense of things that doesn't make any sense at all. Maybe I'm tryin too hard till I feel depressed? Hai..I dunno. Or maybe I just don't know who my heart is with anymore. Maybe,that someone whom I thought was the one, Is confused as I am too. Hard-pressed to face reality and make a choice. Well that's who we all are, We're all people tryin to make sense of things that does not or never make any sense at all. We're always searching for answers even though we don't know what we're lookin for exactly. Always trying to deny the reality of things. I guess we're Anything But Ordinary. -------------------------------- Or maybe I just Think too much. An Overthinker. --------------------------- I know this post sounds depressing, But I'm actually Okay. One thing you need to know about me; I am always,always Okay,even though sometimes I sound miserable,or just look messed up. ------------------------------------------- I'm a Cool-headed,messed up,Overthinker who defies Emotions.haha. ----------------------------------- I think I'm searching for Love too hard. -------------------------------------------- Sometimes when I feel Like I wanna let go of the rope and just forget about you, I'll see you and you'll pull me back up the rope,givin me reasons to keep holding on to you. I know you don't realise this but you always give me some sort of hope that I could be someone special everytime I look at you. -------------------------- You always had my heart I guess. -------------------------------- But now is not the time to think bout It.Right? -------------------------- Shit.Now I talk too much. Happy Holidays People. ------------------------- Song Verse Of Today:"Everybody Seems To be Getting What They Need,Where's Mine? Cause You're What I Need So Very But I'm Anythin But Ordinary" Train-Ordinary |