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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion

A Lost Cause,A Long Shot

Friday, May 9, 2008/ 21:21

A Lost Cause,A Long Shot

Mood:Happy..

Relaxed..

So.....Its Over!Its finally freaking over!Wahahaha!Yee Haw!

My exams are over yea!

So..uhh...yea...its...over....Now what am I suppose to do?

The daily routine I guess.

So yea i had a pretty good weekend.I bought a new pair of sneakers.A pair of Converse High Tops.Cool.I always wanted one of those haha.

And my elder sister,Atikah,just bought her laptop which she "needed" for school haha.Yea I'm gonna put some games in it and then we're talkin man.And my little sister,Adilah,just got her handphone yesterday.She got that sony shaker phone or somethin.See,I dun bother much haha.And whatever you say,

I AM NOT JEALOUS.

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My Results.

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Today I got my exam results back.Its pretty much what I expected.I failed two subjects,two subjects that uses ur knowledge of numbers.Yup,Maths and Poa.I guess,numbers just don't register in my brain..haha.Still,I passed the rest of my subjects,which is good...I think.But all the marks i got we'rent that great.I'm kinda not satisfied with myself.I know i could do beta.For the first time in my life,I actually felt that i really need to start studyin well.A sense of urgency and importance was felt today.God,I think my eyes are open now.I'll make sure I'll try my best coz I know I can do better.

Hopefully,I will do better.May Allah help me.

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I pity my friend,Najwan.He only passed one subject,though we still havent get our full english marks.Hopefully he passed it.He only passed Malay language.I could see the look on his face when he realised that he only passed one subject.Well he's not down or anythin and thats good.He's kinda like me,he doesn't like to feel down.So yea we still manage to crack jokes bout the people and the world.But I know he was disappointed with himself.I'm sure he'll do good in his 'O's.And I'm with him man!We're laughing buddies hahaha not.

Shichang didn't come to school today.That's smart of him to not come to school when we're gonna get back our results.Sucks for him I guess.

And Mimi,well,I dunno how she did for all of it,but I knew it wasn't as good as I did by the looks of her face.I wanted to say somethin today,but I dunno what happened so I didn't spoke to her or anythin.I did catch her eye for a few seconds but we never even smiled or anythin.Stupid.

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The Bus Ride

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It was just after school.I was chattin with some Lut and some other friends.I decided to join Lut,Hadi,Taufiq and Pritpal in goin to the gym later this afternoon.So I had to get home first.

I saw Eleanor walkin towards the foyer so I decided to catch up with her.

I did and then I asked her bout her results but she told me she'll tell me later.She asked me which bus I'm takin.Then she said she'll take the same bus with me.

"Cool",I thought.

While waitin for the damn bus,we chatted bout our results.She talked more then I did.Shame on me I guess haha.I just had to let her talk.I think guys are suppose to do that.Just let girls talk,and we guys just listen,and talk abit.I dunno,but I did that.

Besides I just kept thinkin,"Arh!What am i gonna say next?".

I just listened to her talk and answered her when she asks me a question.I dunno,maybe I'm just a boring guy.

YOU BE THE JUDGE.

Then the bus came,thank god I thought.I was weak around the ankles at the time and I dunno why.

Eleanor got in the bus first.A couple of idiot kids blocked my way.I had a rough time gettin in but I did get in.

I looked for Eleanor and I found her sittin beside the window,somewhere in the mid part of the bus.

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Questions raced through my mind,"Should I sit beside her or what?"I didn't noe.But she did say she's takin the bus with me.WITH ME.So I uhh uhh Argh!!Whatever!I sat beside her anyway.

By the way,I saw Faree two seats behind me.Woa I can see it now,Tmr,she'll be like "hey Fuad I saw u with someone yesterday haha".

then I'll be like,"Ouh u saw me?I thought all u can look at was the mirror hahaha High Five!"

Then she'll be like"grrr I hate You haha"

Then I'll say,"wow,now why does that not surprise me hmm?"haha

ok Back to the matter in hand.

Eleanor and me continued talkin on the bus.Well i did made her laugh abit...I think.

When the bus came to my stop,I realised I didn't press the bell,so the bus didn't stop.Stupid Fuad.Eleanor realised that too haha.I just laughed.So she pressed the bell fr me so I could alight at the next stop.I muttered "haha thanks".

I said Bye to her and then I got off the bus.

I had to walk further to reach home haha,but it was all worth it.

I thought i had a good chat with her.I wish i could talk to her again.I dun mind listening to her all day haha.

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After I relaxed at home for awhile,I met up with Lut and the rest and we went to the Gym.

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I know,I dun look like a Guy who works out.

And Today was a nice,HOT,day.

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