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Awards Day And The Midnight Story

Sunday, April 13, 2008/ 16:25

Awards Day

And

The Midnight Story

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Awards Day,11/04/08,1630 Hours.

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So there I was,sitting down.Part of the audience and I just started to regret coming.Then I remembered why I was there,so I just continued to sit down.One of the things I like about awards day is that,I get to wear a tie haha.I dunno why,but I'm kinda into formal clothing hehe.And thats a secret.

So yea I was there with a tie.I didn't know how I look then.But the NCC guys downstairs who were my friends,were like,"Waaah smart sey that guy!".haha and I thought they were joking.I think they were.

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Anyway,after a super boring and stupid speech made by the wacky principle and all the awards giving,the performances started.I was waiting all afternoon for it.haha coz the wind symphony(Band) was performing.Well I kinda like orchestral music(I'm a rock loving guy who likes orchestral music too.Weird) and also coz,Eleanor is in band too.I told her I couldn't wait to see her.So band performed.I thought they were awesome.I think band was the best performance that night.The other performances were like seen that,heard that.If you noe what I mean.I like the last part too.When all the performers and the band people including Eleanor were up on stage singin together a song bout the school.Then it was at that time when Eleanor saw me.She smiled at me.Haha she has such a great smile haha.and I gotta tell ya,her band uniform looked so good on her.Haha

After that,it was the end and the guests left,then the student audience were allowed to leave.I stood up and was about to go when I just looked up on the stage.The performers were leaving to go to the backstage.Then I saw Eleanor up the stage again.Her eyes met mine,then she waved at me and I waved back.Surprised coz she was waving from up the stage down to me haha.

So I went down to the canteen cause there's food.Like Free Food!haha!.So I ate my way to boredom!Really,I was bored coz I was eating alone.haha after that,I met up with the NCC guys then we help the teachers clean up the canteen which was nearly empty by then.Nice.I was the only one who wasn't in NCC and also,the only one wearing a tie haha.

After all that I walked home with them.I kept lookin at the night sky.I dunnoe why but I just like to look up in the night sky.It makes me feel sorta peaceful hehe.well That just bout all of the day haha.not much,I noe.Well I'm just lazy to tell everything.haha.

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The Midnight Story,12/04/08,2300 Hours.

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I had msged Eleanor goodnight at about nine-thirty pm.But she didn't reply me till bout eleven pm.I was so surprised to see the msg haha.I was watching tv at that time.So she told me she was outside with her family,doing what?I dunno haha.Then I thought,why would she be msgin me if she's outside with her family?She must have been bored I figured.So I asked her whether she's bored.She replied that yes,she was bored and she asked me if it was ok to talk to me.Its eleven thirty and she's askin me that.haha I told her I'm glad that there's someone to talk to at that time haha.And talking to her,...that's something.So I asked her what did she wanna talk bout.She said she didn't noe haha but she really wanna talk.So I just asked her this;How did I look wearin a tie?haha Seriously.

I was just starting to regret asking her that haha.But then she told me ofcourse I looked smart haha and very neat too haha.So I thought;Man I am totally buying a tie for myself haha.Then I asked her what kind of clothes that she likes.She told me she likes dresses.Man I'd like to see her with a dress.Yea a dress would be perfect for her.I told her that I'm sure she is goin to look awesome in a dress.And I meant that.I would be so lucky if I get to see her in a dress.I just hope I won't get a heart attack when I do see her in a dress.Coz she will surely look beautiful haha.Truly.

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It was after Midnight but she was still outside.I just chatted with her all through midnight.When it was like one thirty in the morning,she was on the way home.And I was still chattin with her.To tell u the truth,I was already pretty sleepy but I just couldn't sleep yet,knowing that Eleanor was still awake.I just listened to music all night while chatting with her.

She had told me that she was very shocked when she first read this blog.I told her I was sorry.

Truly I am.

I was pretty stupid.She also told me that she felt guilty somehow.And I dun understand why she would feel that way....

Still I chatted with her till she reached her home at around 2 am haha.She then thank me for accompanying her haha.Then I thought;For her,I'll do anything to help haha seriously.

Then she told me she's too sleepy already and then she thank me again and bid me goodnight.

Finally I msged her this exactly;

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Haha ok then.Goodnight...or rather,Good Morning.haha and Sweet Dreams Eleanor.May All Your Dreaming Fill The Empty Sky..=)

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At last,I checked the time and it was 2:15 AM.

So I had just chatted with a girl all night till 2 AM in the morning.

Then I just Smiled,Turned around in my bed,Wished myself goodnight,Closed My eyes and thought;I must be crazy or something.Crazy with that crazy wonderful feeling.

Then I slept.

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Hey Eleanor.I still dun quite understand why U'd feel guilty.

If Ur feelin sorry for me,don't.U don't have to feel sorry or anything for me.Just getting to noe u and all is everything to me.Just remember that not everything will go the way u want it to be.You noe that right? And Its the same for me too.Not everything would go the way I wanted them to be.

But I dun really mind it much.I guess thats a benefit of having a little bit more of a sense of Humor haha.Sometimes U just couldn't give a damn anymore haha.Anyway,U and I both just have to live with it right?

Well maybe,just maybe that ONE day,everything would be perfect for u

and maybe,perfect for me too.

Hey I got one question for u.Here it is:

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Can You Ever Imagine If There Was No Me?

I Certainly Can't Imagine If There Was No You Eleanor..

Hahaha like Seriously,I can't....Haha

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Song Verse Of The Day: "Come On Baby Blue....Shake Up Your Tired Eyes,The World Is Waiting For You.May All You r Dreaming Fill The Empty Sky.

But If It Makes You Happy,Keep On Clapping...Just Remember I'll Be By Your Side,...And If You Don't Let Go,...Its Gonna Pass You By....." Oasis-Let There Be Love.

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Let There Be Love People.Spread Hope Like Fire.Spread Love Like Violence.