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Title: Nervous Wreck
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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
 | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say?  |
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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
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Man Of The Hour.....Sort Of.
Monday, March 3, 2008/ 22:00
I Have The Makings To Be A Teacher's Son-In-Law?Who Woulda Thunk It?haha.(Man Of The Hour...Sort Of)
It Was MotherTongue Lesson... I was sittin in my chair,waitin for my name to be called. I was supposed to do a presentation,about the problems caused by Drugs.So yea no big deal....except that I was so Freakin nervous!Eleanor sat about a meter to my One O'Clock.She turned to me and then mouthed the words,"Good Luck".She Smiled too.Except that she doesn't noe how I felt through the Weekend due to somethin I found out(More on this later).Anyways I smiled back at her and looked down. Shadrina was due to present first.Her piece was about working mums and the pros and cons of it.I thought she did good. The next thing I noe,it was my turn.The panel of judges includes Mimi,Lut,Zahirah and Rafiqah.So yea,I walkedto the front of the panels table.I was so freakin nervous mind you. Then It was my turn,Maisarah suddenly sort of shouted my name haha!Then Cikgu Salha said jokingly"Seems Fuad has some admirers haha".Somethin Like That.Then everybody laughed.Then she said that,I have the makings to be her Son-in-law haha!I really don't know why she said that.I dunno if thats really true haha.Imagine that!ahha!Everybody laughed,I did too. Lut told me later on that Eleanor's jaw dropped when Cikgu Salha said that haha. Man,As if I wasn't nervous before.I was practically shaking when I was about to start! And then,Before I realised it,I started speaking.I have never had that many people listening to me before.Never. And so I said my piece,and ended with a "Thank You".Seriously people,Thanks for listening,I appreciate it. I was so surprised when I heard my marks from the judges. Mimi gave me 36 over 50. Lut gave 37 over 50. Zahirah gave 36 over 50. Rafiqah somehow gave me 42 over 50.I hope there are no other reason behind the 42 cause Lut joked that he thinks she likes me haha.Others joked too,Includind Cijgu Salha haha.Then I said,as long as there's not a fanclub i'm ok haha. To tell u the truth,I totally didn't expect to get those kind of marks.Cikgu Salha only advised me to speak louder next time but the the rest was pretty good.For once,I didn't mess up.Thank God For That. It Was Recess Time.... I Just finished eating and I was at standing infront of the bookshop,Waitin for Shank(Shichang)to buy his stuff.Then outta nowhere,someone said "Hey!"from my back.I instantly recognized the voice.I turned and Iifahz was sort of skippin past me and smilin.I smiled back and said hey too.Then a voice said "Congrats"from my back too.There's only one voice that could make me smile like I did.I turned and Eleanor was walkin past me and smilin to herself.She didn't looked at me though.I wanted to say thanks or somethin but no words came out.She just made me speechless.I just gazed at her,walking away so gracefully.I've never met anyone that graceful.Honestly. And I thought to myself,My feelings for her are beyond my control.Even when I want to be mad at her,I just couldnt be mad at all.Everytime she smiles at me,I feel Stronger,Yet Weaker at the same time.Up till now,I'm still wonderin why I'm still holding onto her.Mayber my Heart Knows Somethin I Don't.Well,Only God Knows.... Song Verse Of The Day:"You Look So Beautiful Today...When You're Sittin There It's Hard For My To Look Away.So I Tried To Find The Words That I Could Say..I Know Distance Doesn't Matter But You Feel So Far Away...." Simple Plan-I Can Wait Forever. I Guess I Can Wait A Little Longer. |