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Ran Headlong Into Oblivion

Back To School

Monday, March 17, 2008/ 20:36

Kickin Back The Monday Blues.

Doin My Best Not To Be Blue.

Hey guys,how were your holidays huh?Mine Pretty much sucked.I mean,I don't know if I should call it a holiday haha.
Well I think I'll be kissin my June holidays goodbye at this rate.What with probably one of the biggest exams in my life creepin up.Anyway,I'm not here to talk bout that.That would ruin my credibility as someone who writes nice posts...hehehe.
So lets start over again...

Hey guys,how were your holidays huh?I never had great holidays in my life so I'm gonna say mine was pretty ok.
Minus the homework that I never finished,my time was ok.
Well I told you guys in my last post bout catchin a movie right?
So yea lets talk bout that.

Anyway,NEWSFLASH,Eleanor couldn't come that Thursday.She got band camp.She told me she really wanted to come.Well nothin we could do bout that then.
I have to admit that I did felt as if I was missing somethin dearly that day.I know I was being sad coz she wasn't there.Like I said before,I wanted to talk to her again.
So I tried to enjoy the outing the best I can coz she told me to.
I did enjoy the movie.I mean,who doesn't enjoy a movie about dancing?Step Up 2 was ok though I prefer the first Step Up coz the story was better.Still,the dancing was always nice to watch.Makes me wish I could dance like em.Hahaha no kidding.

Me and the guys got to Plaza Singapura at around 1515.By the time we got up to the cinema it was already 1530.We wanted to watch at the 1630 timing but unfortunately it was sold out so we had to settle for the 1850 timing which was like three hours later that day.Just Great.Nice.
So since we had time to kill,we walked all the way from Plaza Sing to Wisma Atria.Lut havent joined us yet so I was thinkin of meetin up with him there.He didn't know where to alight from the mrt to go to Wisma.Honestly I couldn't remember how.Then Fahmy told me to tell Lut to alight at City Hall.Which he did but then he couldn't find where Wisma is.So it's either that he was blind and couldn't see the totally obvious Wisma Atria sign or that we gave him the wrong info.It was the latter hehe.The station at Wisma was actually Orchard station.So that means,Lut was a few stations overshot of Wisma.haha sad I know.Then we just told him to take the train back to Plaza Sing as me and the rest of the guys we're goin back there.
So then we walked back,in the rain and all.It was fun.I dun usually get sick after walkin in the rain so it was ok.I was wearin a jacket with a hood but I never wore my hood.I just like to feel the rain in my face.Kinda like the song "Raindrops Are Fallin On My Head"haha.Yup,raindrops were fallin on my head.But I didn't mind it all.Its not everyday you get to walk in the city in the rain right?And it always give u a great sense of freedom,unless you're the emo kind u noe hahaha.

Well Who Knows?Maybe Someday I'll Be Walkin In The Rain With Her.

We went home bout 2100.I went home with the rest of the guys.We left Lut and Iifahz somewhere haha.When Lut called us to ask where were we,we lied and said that we were already in the bus headin home haha.So Lut then goes home with Iifahz haha.I'm sure Lut was screamin with joy in his heart haha sort of.Well,who gives a damn?haha I don't.So I got home and msged Eleanor Goodnight and then I slept at around 1000.
Bottomline,the outing was fun and all.I only wished Liyana was there.

So now,I'm back to school after a week of so-called holiday.My holiday mood left me about a week ago haha seriously haha.Anyway,today was ok.Barely.It was a bad hair day for me.Seriously,I don't know what was happenin to my hair.I don't know what to call it.Still,if Eleanor never smiled at me at Malay class,I'll consider that my day officially sucked.Yes she did smile at me.But I wasn't wearin my glasses at the time so I couldn't look into her eyes again.But I did smile back so it was ok I guess.
If you're wonderin,The rest of my day was lousy and you'll die of boredom if I told you about it.Haha at least I didn't have POA lesson today haha.

Move On To Matters Of The Heart.
I wonder what she thinks of me.Does she somehow likes me too?Abit maybe?Or am I just like all the other guys who likes her?Hopeless and like a loser.I don't know which is worst.
She is still with her boyfriend.I'm still doin ok.But its just that smile I always get from her that never fails to get my head spinnin.Well Iifahz did told me that Eleanor's relationship with the guy is kinda rocky.So is there still Hope?Or it is just false hope?I dunno.I really don't know why I am still holding on to her.Well maybe,like I said before,maybe my Heart knows somethin I don't.God I just need some Clarity.Some clarity to clear all these doubts away.I hope it'll come soon.I hope this Love is true.yea I hope too much.I know.
Well thats it yea,Might be too much today I dunno.Well just read it ok.haha see ya guys later.

Song Verse Of The Day:"Somebody Save Me.Let Your Warm Hands Break Right Through Me.Somebody Save Me.I Don't Care How You Do It.Just Stay With Me.I've Made This Whole World Shine For You.Just Stay,Stay.Come On I'm Still Waiting For You" Remy Zero-Save Me

Just Save Me.I'm Waiting...