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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say?  |
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Title: Nervous Wreck
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--- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
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Damn! I Can't Think Of A Title...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008/ 21:28
Damn!I Can't Think Of A Title.....
Argh!To Hell With The Title... Hey it's been quite a while since I posted right?About a week haha.Hmm what did I talk bout in my last post?hmm oh yea! Camp! Man!Camp was so freaking awesome!I had lots of fun during the 3 days 2 nights camp!Seriously,I mean,I didn't expect the camp to be that fun!Well it only makes sense that it's my last year in secondary school. Well it's a pity I can't remember every part of it vividly.I can say it was fun while it lasted haha.And I'm pretty lazy to write it all so if ur just curious dun hesitate to ask me about my experience haha. One thing I will always remember is the saying,"Don't say T-R-Y,say I'll do my best." My face is abit dark now thanks to the camp haha. Anyways I'm back to school now.(Woa hurray!haha crap) Before I know it,it's Wednesday now.Time just flew like nothin happened.Everything is a blur nowadays.The thoughts in my head just go on and on and multiply like crazy but somehow my expressions seem to stay the same.Day in,day out. Seriously I thought I had lots of things to say in this post but right when I started typin,I can't think of much things to say. Yea why dun I talk bout my friend,Mimi?Yea thats not too bad. hey she's a very good friend to have u noe.I dunno if she agrees but I think she's a strong-willed girl.Very independent. Haha yea she's pretty sad too but she hides it well.I know it.Yea I sensed it too,when she talks bout her ex.I'm quite good at sensing people's feelings,I can tell you that.haha. Yea I know by now you're just wondering why I havent said a single thing bout Eleanor haha(wait,i just did haha).Woa dun get me wrong.Nothin bad happened ok.I just dun feel like writin bout it as much.I mean why should i write it if u dun really understand my feelings u noe.Unless u ask me though.I dun mind talkin bout it.Well Ok she did smile at me again.haha. I still don't know what I'm holding on to here.I still don't know why I'm holding on to it too.Things just dun make sense anymore.I hope she can clear these doubts soon.Soon I hope. GoodNight Eleanor.Sleep Tight.Sweet Dreams. And Goodnight To You too.And Myself. Song Verse Of The Day:"Shadows Bleeding Through The Light.Where The Love Once Shined So Bright.I Came Without A Reason" Bryan Mcfadden Feat.Delta Goodrem-Almost Here Almost There.Almost. |
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There's alot more to me than meets the eye.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008/ 21:27
I Guess There's More To Me Than Meets The Eye......Somehow.
Hey Guys!How're ya doin? Hell I'm doin fine myself.Too fine for my own good I think haha.Hey sorry I didn't update my blog for the last two weeks.Hey I'm a busy man.Well sometimes I'm just lazy.haha. So yea its Tuesday night here.For those in regent that means there will be camp tomorrow!haha yea I'm pretty much lookin forward to the camp.I packed all my stuff already.My bag is big haha.My mum told me I looked like I was goin to war or somethin.Well she was a quarter right.I mean,the sec four and five camp will be an Army themed one!Pretty interesting eh?haha.I hope it'll be beta than last year's camp at Ubin.It was crap I tell ya.Crap.Anyways,We're gonna get promoted to Lance Copral!(its not the wrong spellin,Its what it says in the schedule paper haha.)So yea Lance Corporal.Its almost like a joke.But still,like I said before,I'm lookin forward to it tomorrow.Well its my last year at Regent so I'm tryin to make worth of my remaining time here.haha. Hopefully by Saturday I'm able to tell u guys about my experience,if u wanna know that is. Anyways its been a very good week for me.These are the better days I've had.I mean last thursday was Valentines day right?I never looked forward to Valentine's day before but this year I was.Ah u noe what Im talkin about haha. Well I uh uh uh gave Her Chocolates!Haha.She was pretty surprised but she was happy.I dun think she prepared anythin for me but still,I got a bag of sweets from her.I was shocked,to tell u the truth haha.But thats not what I'm happy bout.There's another thing. I msged her bout that and she said that it was very sweet of me to do that haha.I asked her if she's goin to eat it and u noe what she said?She said she's not gonna eat it. She Said Its Too Precious To Eat The Chocolate! Believe me,I had a hard time believin that she just said that.I was smilin like crazy to myself.If u saw me u'd probably think I'm crazy haha. The days following,she smiles at me more happily than ever.And I just smiled back.I thank God for givin me the courage to walk up to her and give her the chocolates.I thank you God!Man I think I love her too much for my own good haha. Well till here then.I mean,I gotta double check my pack.Make sure I got the right number of undies...ok I wasn't suppose to say that sorry haha.And I need to say Goodnight to Liyana too.I've been doin it since last few weeks and I ain't gonna stop!haha!Well Goodnight people!yea goodnight to u Faree,U are my number one viewer.Dun be to happy,I didn't say that ur the most appreciated viewer of my blog.HAHA!and quit blocking my view of her!haha! Song Verse Of The Day:"And Do You Ever Lay Awake,At Night?And Do You Ever Tell Yourself,Don't Try?Don't Try To Let Yourself Down." Angels & Airwaves-Everything's Magic |
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No Comment.
Saturday, February 9, 2008/ 21:46
I Feel Ignored.Well At Least I'm Smiling.
Yea Because I had(Had To Call,Not Decided To Call) To Call Her The Other Day. Hearin Her Voice Makes Me Smile. But Then I Feel Like She Ignores Me All The Time haha.And I Don't Know Why I'm Still Freaking Happy Here.Seriously. Song Verse Of The Day:"The Perfect Words,Never Crossed My Mind,Coz There Was Nothing In There But You" Snow Patrol-Signal Fire |
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Her Smile Is Magic.
Monday, February 4, 2008/ 22:11
Her Smile Is Magic.(Behind The Heartwarmin Smiles)
I Am So Not Kidding Here. Her Smile Is Magic. I just can't believe that she practically smiles at me almost everyday.Not to mention she has the most heartwarming smile I have ever seen.It's just Unreal.Yet it's Surreal.It always lift me off my feet haha. Just the other day.Saturday.We sec 4s and 5s we're supposed to do the Flag Day thing.(It went better than what I expected to be honest).All the classes were goin separate directions,mine was to Boon Lay.Anyways at the MRT station,she finally saw me on the other side of the barrier.Then she smiled.She smiled so happily and moved side by side abit like those cute girls do aha.(Ok maybe I'm Just exaggerating here)I was totally stunned,really.She smiled so happily as if she's so happy to see me.God,I just can't believe it.Well maybe I didn't look properly,I dunno.Well it counts for somethin right haha.I just had nothin more to do but smile back at her.I was so stunned.haha. I still don't know if she likes me but uh she practically smiles at me almost everyday so that count's for somethin haha. Well I've Been thinkin about the real reason for her smiles.Here's my thoughts haha enjoy: ---------------------------------------- Behind Those Heartwarmin Smiles: 1)Hey Handsome!(pff yea right.Good one Fuad) 2)Well Here We Go Again. 3)Better Smile Or He'll Think I Hate Him.As If I Don't 4)Its Him!Its Him!Its Him!Smile!Smile!Smile! 5)Hai Somehow I Love Him,Somehow(Hopefully) And thats all of it I think haha. --------------------------------------- My life was pretty much Black and White.But Her smile brings the colour into my life. --------------------------------- Song Verse Of The Day:"The Best Way To Make It Through With Hearts And Wrists In Tact Is To Realise That Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad" Fall Out Boy-I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Tryin To Get You Off(Me+You) |
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And The Answer Is...
Friday, February 1, 2008/ 21:07
Please Don't Mind What I'm Tryin To Say Bout Her Coz' My Head Hurts.
So Shut Up And Listen. It's a Friday today.And a pretty fine Friday it was.Yea pretty fine.She's lookin Pretty too today.hehe. The school part was blur.I only remembered Malay class vividly. Well when a pretty girl is in the class,you'll remember everythin.haha. Anyways after school,I catched up with Fahmy,Yazid and my cousin Afiq.Then we set off for the Mosque on foot.I was pretty tired mind you.I had PE today.2.4 km run.Torture for legs.Especially skinny ones.But hey I'm a runner,don't get me wrong. I switched on some music.Some Click Five.Fahmy sang along and then do you know what happened? It rained.Rained.Hmm I wonder if it's because of his singin haha. ------------------------- Fast Forward To Mosque. ------------------------- So I sat with the guys.Fahmy asked Yazid on the type of girl that he likes.So he said his stuff.I just listened. Then Fahmy asked me on why I love her so much.I never thought of it properly yet. I just said that she's Sweet and Smart.That's all that came from my mouth.But that's just my mouth,you havent heard my head. And so I thought,I could practically say a million things about her but I know most of it can never come out of my mouth. I don't know why I think that way.Some things about her are just indescribable. I have alot of things I could tell you about her.Alot.I thought bout sayin it now.Really.But No Way people haha!Maybe another time. My brain freezed again today.I should have totally said goodbye or somethin.I feel like punchin myself everytime this happens.Seriously,its drivin me Crazy!Not being able to talk to her properly. But then,she did gave me a warm smile.That counts for somethin right?haha it better do. God,I think I love her yea. No,I know I love her haha. Song Verse Of The Day:"I've Been Racking My Brain For A New Improved Way To Let You Know You're More To Me Than What I Know How To Say" Relient K-Must Have Done Something Right. |
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