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Title: Nervous Wreck
Type: Navigational
Ran Headlong Into Oblivion
![]() | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say? ![]() |
![]() | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
Further Description Of Myself: READ:Single. Loves Playing Guitar.Interest In Music.Good Sense Of Humor.
And I'm Too Nice. Seriously.
Stupidity At Its Best
Wednesday, January 16, 2008/ 21:06
I'm A Man With Many Words,But I'm Sayin None.All You Gotta Do Is Ask.Stupid stupid.
It was a fine day today right?You Have to agree right?haha.But Not Much For Me. So Yea,I'm a man with many words to say but I'm sayin nothing.For example fast rewind back to Geography lesson. (Twinking sound effect) So yea I was sittin beside Lutfil in 4-9 for Geography.We're studyin Human Geography,as if understandin ourselves isn't confusing enough.We need physical Geography man!What is this crap!?Well anyway I was sittin right,yea and Liyana was sittin infront.Then the stupid sounding bell rang(seriously U have to hear it to believe it!Its total crap!)and it was the end of the lesson.I packed up my bag and I thought maybe I'd say somethin to her ya know?So I walked infront of her table and did my thing. This is How it went,in my head: Me mind:Cmon Fuad saysomethinsaysomethinsaysomethinsaysomethin. Me mouth:hey uhh(she didn't hear this part)Bye(A solid bye,can u believe that?) Me mind:what!nonononononononononono! Her:(Finally realised I said bye and looks up quickly.Abit surprised I think) Oh Bye! (And looks away.A faint surprising smile seen) Me:I was abit embarrased and I turned away just as quickly. Me mind:Stupidstupidstupidstupidstupid.Pretty stupid. Three Things I Felt Like: 1.When your mum realises that you're actually infront of her and has been talkin for the last hour and then she says "Did you say somethin?" 2.Felt like runnin and jumping off the railing and to my death. 3.When your mum scolds you,the fifteen year old teen,out in the public.Make that in Macdonalds after school.There are fucking alot of students man! So yea,I think she must've thought that I'm weird or somethin.How right she was.I am weird I think.(Hello friends,time to back me up here!) I should've said like "hey I'll see you later?"or "hey I'll see u in malay class later" but nooooo I said "Bye". Stupid stupid. I am that stupid.Maybe I shouldn't have said anythin at all. Well anyways after school Me and Lut went past her class.I looked for her and there she was,Kinda starin directly at me. I gotta admit,I was surpised.She was like resting on her right arm and lookin at me.I like it haha.That kind of stare sends electric to your body. Neither smiling nor lookin weirdly at me.She just looked at me.Maybe she saw somethin in me that I couldn't see.I wonder what that is. However I was the one who turned away first.Too embarrased I guess. I don't know why my brain always freezes up in this kind of situations.I think God can explain. Well,What Chance Does A Guy Who Loves Chocolate With Nuts Have With A Girl Who Loves Chocolate Plain? Well I Don't Know.Well You Answer That One Why Dontcha? Song Verse Of The Day:"When Will I See Your Face Again?When Will You Touch My Life Again.When Will I Breathe You In Again?I Think I Love You...Will I See Your Face Again?" Jamie Scott & The Town-When Will I See Your Face Again |