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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | Nervouswreck Hey There,I'm Fuad.This Is My Blog And My Thoughts Here. The Navigations Are Below.(The Words). So yea...What More There Is To Say?  |
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Title: Nervous Wreck
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 | --- Well Here Goes... My Name Is Fuad.(Pronounced as "Foo-Ud") I Am 7Teen Years Old.Goin On 18.Then Extinction. A Proud Muslim.A Lover Of Allah. Anyway,I am well,a Teenage Guy,Or A Young Man I Think. No Longer A Boy But Not Yet A Man,Or Something.. Well Whatever The Case,I Still Have Much More To Learn Bout Life,Love And The Works. I Got A Long Way To Go.Seriously. I Am Also,An Overthinker.Seriously. Anyway If You're Just Like Me Or You Somehow Find Me Interesting(READ:Somehow), Feel Free To Add Me On MSN.It's; Ad_Therifleman-118@hotmail.com |
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Disappointment
Monday, January 21, 2008/ 20:41
There Are Some Things I Don't Want To Say,
And There Are Some things I Don't Have To Say.This Is Somewhere In The Middle. Today has been one of the most stupid day in my life. Why?you asked.Two of the people I trust just disappointed me today.When they should have supported me,they discouraged me.Tellin me to forget about her.And givin me lectures on why I should.Honestly,why the hell would I take lectures from people who dun know how it is to be in my place,how it is to be feeling this way.They'll think they know but I'd like to tell them how wrong they are.They kept tellin me to forget about the girl I love because I haven't talked to her much and that I can't make a relationship like this or somethin like that.Then my "friend" told me that his relationship ended because of that.So I told him straight,just because his relationship ended that way doesn't mean mine is goin to end the same way.I know you're reading this. And my other'friend' goes on and on askin whether she is really my love or just a friend.What more do you want me to say?I told him straight,"I Love Her Okay". Then I told them about my feelings towards her but they don't seem to understand what I was tryin to say.How could they ever understand my true feelings?No one can.Its hard to put in words.Only I know how I exactly feel. If you think about ur crush every hour of everyday,then thats not a crush anymore.Thats more than just a crush.Unless ur a stalker or somethin.Just so ur wonderin,I am totally Not a Stalker.I have thought about her everyday for a year already and my 'friends' could just tell me to forget about her.Tell me how the hell is that possible?When you have thought of someone so much,u can't just forget about them,you'll need that device from MIB to erase your memory or something. So yea,you'd expect your friends to have your back if you're in my place but then my 'friends' just told me to forget about her.I am so disappointed in them.Seriously. I know you guys are reading this so please understand.I know you guys are tryin to help me but you're not really helpin.Seriously guys,I'm considerin what you guys said and I'm thinkin alot about it but I stand firm.You guys should try to understand how I feel about her.You guys might think I'm goin where you guys had before but really,I'm not.This is different than you have experienced before.I know I've never experienced what you guys have but do we all have the same stories to tell?No,and I'm sure you know that.All I have to say now is that I stand firm in sayin that I love her.If you guys are in my sneakers,you'd say the same thing. Today Is A Sad Day For Me Too.Slightly. So yea I talked with Liyana online abit.Then at the end she asked me something that had me doubt about my love for her.I won't say it.Sorry.This is one thing I don't wanna say.Maybe I'm just overreacting.Its one question only.A doubtfull one for me.Good thing is,she says that she trusts me.Imagine that,I have her trust.You know what they say,You'll go nowhere without Trust. I have something to say here.To her.Here it is. I'll say I Love you.But if somehow,things just don't happen or you broke my heart,I won't say I hate you,I won't say that you are my biggest mistake.I'll just say I Loved You.I know I do. If You Can Give Me One Reason Not To Forget About You,Believe Me,I Won't Ever Forget You. Okay thats enough honesty here.I got one thing to ask you,viewers of my Little blog.Here it is. Should I just forget about her or should I hold on her rope longer?There's a high chance that she'll cut it. I need your help people.Advise me. ------TRANSMISSION ENDED------- Song Verse Of The Day: same as the last post.sorry guys.that song is stuck in my head. |